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In the middle of my graduation exams, here I am, watching The Office . The episode? S7 Ep22: Goodbye Michael. Michael tells Kevin, "You should never settle for who you are," (because he's fat) but to Andy, he says, "I have faith in you." And just like that, he says goodbye to everyone and leaves. Emotional AF. Anyway, back to real life. Why am I writing this? Honestly, I don’t know. Actually, I do. I’m writing this as a promise to my future self that this low point I’ve hit, I will fix it. What’s wrong with me? Physical Health Overeating fruits post iftaar (which is backfiring, obviously). Haven’t hit the gym in a month. I am 74-75 Kgs rn. Goal is 62-63! Not taking marathon prep seriously. Sleep schedule? Completely wrecked. Mental Health Can’t focus, not even in Tarawih prayers. Feeling puzzled and confused all the time. Stress is piling up. In General Addicted to perfectionism. Addicted to The Office . Doing everything except studying. Not taking graduati...

Alright, so I'm genuinely fascinated by the crazy rate at which tech is evolving. China dropped its DeepSeek open source. The West is killing it with tech giants like Nvidia dominating the microchip scene, and then you've got OpenAI, Anthropic, LLaMA, and Gemini all dropping their best models.  And us? Well, India's got their own forecasting model AstroTalk.  Here's my hot take: we, as a nation, seriously need to realign our focus toward growth, development, and things that actually, you know, matter. But then, on the flip side, you've got CMs tweeting about Samay Raina's show for legal action and people taking to the streets to protest. Over what? "Ruining the culture?" Seriously? (And all this while we're dealing with pretty unlivable living standards and air you can practically chew .) That's just sad tbh :( Oh, but hey, at least we're a Vishwaguru in something. We're a top contender when it comes to crimes against women.  The doubl...

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